Tuesday 31 July 2018

Just enough


She casually stood on the side of the dirt road, dressed in multiple layers of shirt and sweater hanging loosely above her ankle length paisley skirt. The morning air was cool from the late night rains. Her mission at daybreak was a pint of milk. Not a gallon – insufficient funds.  With her back to the passersby, she held out her plastic jug to the lady with the large yellow canister to acquire the ‘just enough’ needed for the day.  A few moments of comradery and she’s on her way.  A stone’s throw down the road a teenager fills a ½ litre water bottle with milk too. It’s routine on the streets of rural Kenya. Fetching daily supplies for the needs of the next 24 hours.  Milk, firewood, water, cooking oil, eggs. Small markets and individual businesses supply the appropriate portions as a strategic response to their customers. It makes commercial sense for several reasons including the size of storage space many have in their homes as well as what the locals can afford.  For the lady I saw retrieving milk, I wondered if her daily hope is whether there will be a sufficient supply. No waste. No excess. No extra. Just enough.

A natural trend for lots of us is to ‘stock up’ on what we think we need. (Pause on that a moment).  If we find household or personal items at a discounted price, we fill our shopping carts or maybe we simply want to avoid frequent trips to the store. But that’s not the way of life for many in the world. Realistically it doesn’t make sense.  Either the funds just aren’t available and there is no choice, or perhaps the routine of gathering enough for the day is simply the norm and even enjoyable.   One of the nicest things is seeing lots of people outside walking, sidewalk shopping, exchanging handshakes and hugs, talking and socializing in their communities. There is something refreshing about it. No one is in a hurry. Relationships are more important than the clock.

Many years ago, a nation of people were pilgrims on route to a better land and for a time they wandered in a dessert. Funds were low and supplies were bare.  Amazingly every day, they found manna from heaven on the ground and “each morning everyone gathered as much as they needed” (Exodus 16:21).  A sufficient portion at each break of dawn. No mega super stores. No Costco. No storing up – they were actually warned against that. But just enough for the day.   Fast forward a few centuries and Jesus is teaching his followers, and by extension us, how to pray: “Give us this day our daily bread.”

One of the beliefs of the Christian faith is that God is our provider. His nature is good. He loves and cares for all He has created – people yes, but also the trees, the sky, the ocean, the stars, sun and rain,  elephants and butterflies, the mountains, the birds … oh yea, the birds – “they neither sow or reap or store away in barns, yet their heavenly Father feeds them” (Matthew 6) – just enough.

I stop to ponder.  Is having an abundance kind of life what leads us to feel self-sufficient and faith deficient? Can ‘storing up’ cause people to overlook the value of believing in and depending on a loving Creator? And is that why we exceed more in getting and feeling satisfied than in giving, sharing, and loving our neighbor?   

What’s on your ‘just enough’ list today?  Money, security, love, faith, hope, opportunity, rest, adventure, health, courage …? Perhaps the lady on the side of the road can help us all remember that ‘just enough’ is not so out of reach after all.

Warm hugs from Kenya J
Wanda







Sunday 8 July 2018

Take up your chair and walk ...


Blog #40

Take up your chair and walk …

Driving to church, I was struck by a familiar Kenyan sight – people walking with chairs on their heads. (I guess I hadn’t noticed this particular exercise for a while.)  Two young children were strolling along nonchalantly, each with a chair lifted high, as if quite routine.  A mile later, a woman was carrying two chairs on her head, probably on her way to worship.  Having a chair or pew to sit on may not be dependable (I think) so she brings her own. In both cases, I had no idea how long their walk would be but likely a bit of a distance. Before we reach the Corps where we were headed, I see a group of students also carrying chairs on their heads, crossing the road between their school and a church. Perhaps they shared chairs between both buildings.   

A few thoughts emerged. Starting with - don’t let small obstacles stop you from pursuing what you need to do; take nothing for granted; accept your limitations and adjust; don’t sweat every inconvenience.  It’s life. Be thankful for the littlest of things.   

Okay, carrying a chair may not be that difficult for most of us but, let’s face it, when was the last time we needed to do that to ensure we had something to sit on?

Much greater challenges and struggles exist I know. This week, Japan experiences torrential rainfalls – worst weather disaster in a decade, millions flee their homes. A Thai soccer team are trapped in a cave for more than two weeks, one man dies in the rescue effort.  An hour from where we live, six students are charged with burning two school dormitories. 

It isn’t always the major crisis though that affects us every day. What about our personal situations?  Most of our private problems don’t make the news or show up on social media.  Yet, the battles we face are real and can wear us down. Not all our predicaments are solved as easily as ‘taking up your chair and walk’.  Sometimes the problems have no perfect answers. The ‘walk’ might be impossible or the ‘chair’ just too heavy. The sickness isn’t healed. The marriage dissolves. The work issues remain. And more often than we would like, we have to ‘dig deep’ for every day courage. I actually learned the Swahili word for courage yesterday – ushujaa (pronounces: ooshu – jaw).  Perhaps there are days when many of us need an extra portion of ushujaa.

For me, when life isn’t always what I want it to be, I turn to my faith. I pray. I confess my need. I confirm my belief in a greater power than human ability or simply resilience. I seek to trust this Power for my life and others. I also reach out to a friend – a confidant, a sounding board.  I take a walk or read a book. I hug my husband extra tight. I listen to the birds or I video chat with some pretty cute kids I know.  And through all of this, I find that inner strength to literally or figuratively ‘take up my chair and walk’.

Just a few thoughts on a Sunday morning …